The therapy I do, the space and time I open heartedly provide to those seeking liberation is an expression, an affirmation and celebration of my eternal gratitude to life and the ineffable creator of all there is. My life and my experience is in servitude of all there is for when it is time for me to pass on, I want to do so embodying in totality that I was a good example of compassion, equanimity and oneness in homage of the all powerful and all merciful creator.

I leave here an extract from a reply I wrote to someone I have been helping as a way to remind me of why I am.

“From the moment I meet people I can see with my whole being what it is that they are seeking for because I have been there before; dark down in the well of despair, clinging by my finger tips at the egde of the cliff, slowly drowning and suffocating in the stagnant marsh. I do what I do in servitude to Allah because I have become the opposite of what lead the character I was before rebirth, to committing suicide. So many years that character had locked up what had happened to him as a child. All those things he had to witness and bare in disembodiedment and denial and yes, the overwhelming urge to leave the desecrated body he was stuck in. So alone, afraid and living in constant guilt and shame. I feel your pain, your sadness, the anger and frustration because I am another you. One that got through to the other side to be reborn by the will of Allah and I am willing to guide you back to your centre of your being again.

This is why I asked you to take sometime to allow your body and your consciousness to settle together. This upheaval you are feeling has always been present but unlike before it is not hiding, it has come to the surface, it is willing to have a light shown on it. It has ascended to the surface so that it is in plain site for all to see. No longer hiding. Ready to be accepted and forgiven and allowing you to allow your self to surrender and let change happen.

Remember what I said, the journey in the beginning will seem very difficult with no destination in sight. It will not be an easy one. It can not be easy but it is through trial and tribulations as we continue on diligently and steadfast in to your inner landscape where we will discover and rediscover the terrain of your internal domain. At first thick dense jungle, barren deserts and stagnant marshes. Treacherous creeks and lonely pitfalls but every now and then to clear skies, unrestricted horizons of green valleys, rolling hills, meadows and streams all the while the gushing of the wind and changing weather will remind us of the whole landscape as a wondrous and sublime unveiling, unraveling, un-hampering, happening.”

You see, I do not claim to be a miracle worker or healer. I am not a prophet, teacher or master. I am your equal in every way possible. A creation of Allah, the all knowing, all powerful and all merciful creator of all and it is through this knowing that I will continue to do what is right, without fear of ridicule, judgement or death to help those that reach out their hand to me to my best abilities in the present moment.

Blessed,

The Avatar Known As Tao Chi Kai 🙏