Dear (Insert “name”),

Thank you for reaching out to me.

I know EXACTLY what you are going through. In 2011 the avatar I used to be ended it’s existence when it drowned the body it was in, in the ocean by Byron Bay – Australia.
It was 33 years old at the time. I am 45 years old now.

The sentient being you are speaking to now is The Avatar Known As Tao Chi Kai.
The character I believed my self to be before, was systematically abused and raped as a child. It grow up being very lonely, scared, then sad, then very frustrated and angry. It tried to end its life many times. Failed OD, hanging and electrocution. It always new it was “different” too.

Now listen to me. LISTEN WITH YOUR HEART, NOT WITH YOUR MIND. When we were first born, we had no identity. This character you believe your self to be is not real. It thinks it is real because it is in a body that is real and made of flesh and blood. The body was born. The character is imagined. What ever this character believes, it moulds and shapes the body that allows it to experience this life we all share, to how it sees its self through a mirror. The mirror is an illusion because the reflection does not smile unless the character smiles. The Avatar is a sentient being made up of character and body. Together it is a symbiotic biological expression of creation. If you try to end your life, the body will die. There is no coming back if the body dies. But YOU, The CHARACTER that responds to “(insert name)” must not exist no more because this is what it wants, but the body must not die. You must allow your belief of your self, this character you believe your self to be, to fade then cease in order for a new character to be formed. The character that will re-form will know it is a character that can play any character it wants. The body that is uses to live this life will become lucid, dynamic and LIBERATED. It will be allowed to blossom and wither naturally and both character and body will live and experience a wholesome and fulfilled life.

DO NOT KILL THE BODY – THERE IS NO COMING BACK.

The character “(insert name)” suffers from EUPD, BDD, (any labelled psychological entrapment), abuse, torment, bullying (any societal social dymatic transgressions) and is addicted to benzo, heroin, abuse, alcohol, any thing used to numb or to “forget”, etc. The new character can be care-free, loves life and makes every one around them love life wholesomely through their example.
Let “(insert name)” go because it wants to cease to be no more. When the new character is born, it will know its name. It will love the body and vehicle it uses to explore and experience this life. It will be a celebration of life. It will make all those around it remember how amazing and wondrous this life, we all share is. It will acknowledge and be very aware of THE PRESENT. It will have no regrets. It will not worry about the future. It will let by-gone be by-gone.

This is the only way you can cease to be without committing your self to damnation and leaving behind loved ones in despair. IF YOU TRULY WANT TO CEASE TO BE and in a way that no one needs to know and none of your family or friends will be saddened or hurt or upset or angered, this is how you say goodbye to “(insert name)” and allow a new Character to be formed:

Get as comfortable as you can possibly be and BEGIN to watch the breath of life.
DO NOT TRY TO CONTROL THE BREATH. KEEP WATCHING THE EBB AND FLOW OF BREATH. Keep watching the breath. See how it just comes and goes by its self. Slowly but surely “(insert name)”.. you must follow the rhythm of the breath. Let go of control. DO NOT TRY TO CONTROL THE BREATH. follow the rhythm, follow the rhythm, follow the rhythm.. KEEP WATCHING THE EBB AND FLOW OF BREATH. follow the rhythm, follow the rhythm, follow the rhythm.. let go of control.

Keep watching to the point when you get off the bed you are still watching the breath. Keep watching to the point where every waking moment you are watching the breath. Until you are mindful that you are not controlling the ebb and flow of breath, that you are allowing this force of nature to naturally enter and leave you freely.

Slowly but surely.. “(insert name)” you will cease to be. Slowly but surely a new character will start to grow and form and BECOME. It will know that it has been born and “(insert name)” is gone when some one asks its name and it says.. My name is “………………”… It can still be the same name as before, but the Avatar will be NEW. This name will only be a label the new Awakened Avatar will consciously use to co-exist in this place where labels and names possess sentient beings. The new Awakened Avatar will fully acknowledge its sovereignty and gift of free will, and will to be done. This process will take time but it will happen if you “(insert name)” continue to watch the breath.

The breath is a constant. It is an immovable TRUTH. Without the breath The Character, a figment of its own imagination and its Body of flesh and blood will surely die. Follow the rhythm, follow the rhythm, follow the rhythm.. DO NOT TRY TO CONTROL THE BREATH. Follow the rhythm, follow the rhythm, follow the rhythm..
KEEP WATCHING THE BREATH EBB AND FLOW OF BREATH. Become humbled, in gratitude of the breath of life that comes and goes freely through your vessel. Be mindful to allow it to come and go freely.

Now listen still. Listen with your heart and not with your mind. YOU ARE DIFFERENT. Beings like us have come here to help others awake but we forgot and slowly succumbed to the constant bombardment of the sleepless… they try to take us the moment we enter into this life. BUT you knew you was different, that is why you was able to find me. You followed your heart and it led you to me and I am here to tell you:

DO NOT KILL THE BODY OF FLESH AND BLOOD. There is no coming back. YOUR GIFT OF LIFE WILL END. Keep watching your perspective of self and be mindful that you do not control the natural flow and force of breath my dearest I AM ANOTHER YOU and a new wiser “I am” will be present again.

#ridingthewaveoflove

With love straight from the source,
The Avatar Known As Tao Chi Kai 🙏
Om ne du fu a Om